Fears

Im afraid of giving it my all and not being able to win. Im afraid of defeat. I dont want to be a nobody because I am somebody. I afraid that the image I put off isnt the image I really am. I am sick of phony people that tell me they love me. I am scared that I will love somebody and they wont care. Im afraid I will fall short. I hate it when I dissapoint others and worst, myself. I hate it when I when and I get caught in all the glory. My fears cause me motivation. My fears are living inside of me but no one will really know what they are. I am human and I will do what humans have always done. If this is what humans are like I am sick of being human. I dont want to be like them.