You never really know how much you love something until its gone. But when its gone its too late, theres no going back. Your once peaceful life breaks into a darkness gulf filled with useless tears. Your life soon comes overwhelmed of what if's. What if I would of talked to him and just asked him how he was doing. If only I would of smiled at her. If only I would of let you known that I would be there for you. If only I told you how I really feel about you.
When I go running to help and relieve my pain I see nostalgic memories of us as kids and it only makes it worst. When I check on your family to see if I could be of some comfort I find your mom folding your T-shirts into a box. Nobody said life would be easy. I ask myself if the rest of my life is going to be like this? I can only think of what you could have been if only you were still here. If only you could find the stories of hope that were covered by despair.
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